There are times when I feel that I need to be self-indulgent. Right now, I'm feeling:

--crappy waiting for my 'friend'
--old and unloved
--overworked
--culinarily stressed
--tired and I don't know why

Sounds like I need a happy space.

What I would really love to do right now is to ask for a commission of a self portrait. Nothing huge (unlike my ego), just something about half a sheet of paper, done in pencil or charcoal. I have in mind a three-quarter facial with magnolia blossoms and branches and my hair doing that wispy thing. I would love to see it done by (HA!!! As if that would ever happen!) or or maybe even , if she had the time (I know that pencil and charcoal aren't her medium, but she can do wonders beyond wonders).

A girl can dream, can't she?